As someone who lives in a highly homophobic household, I witness daily the pure ignorance towards homosexuality. Which means I cant help but feel painfully sorry to all LGBT people who deal with the anger and hate thrown at them daily.
Even though i see myself as a straight female, I have always considered myself open minded to the possibility of falling in love with someone despite their gender. And it SO upsets me that if a time did come in my life where I “accidentally” fall in love with a female, my family would disown me. I even worry at times that my family will drive me away simply because of my open and accepting views towards homosexuality.
As I said, I don’t identify as gay (just open minded) so realistically I have nothing to worry about.
But there will be times where my family say things such as “If you was a lesbian I wouldn’t have a sister” or “I couldn’t accept it if my child was gay”. And it’s at these moments where I genuinely feel so disappointed in my family. It effects me so much that I have just spent the past 20 minutes crying over the thought that if in the future, I have a gay/lesbian/transgender child. They will be completely disowned and unloved by a large section of their family. In fact it completely breaks my heart. Which is something no 18 year old should be worrying about. In fact it’s something no-one should EVER worry about. No parent, child, or friend should have to worry about this.
People should not have to live in fear that they will be hated PURELY because of who they love. I just don’t understand what is so difficult to understand. people can love who ever they fall in love with. male or female. Black or white. Muslim or Catholic, old or young. It cant be helped
I loose so much hope in the world just knowing that there is still such ignorance, let alone being related to it.
But you cant pick/change your family, which is probably what upsets me the most. no matter what i say or do. I will never be able to change the repulsive views of my family. And yes of course i still love them. I cant help but love my family… Because you cant change who you love just because of how they are. Which is apparently something my family and a lot of other people don’t quite understand.
10/10 would bang.
10/10 would care for you
10/10 would tuck you in
10/10 would cuddle
10/10 would make sure you get to sleep okay
10/10 would make you breakfast in the morning
i’m such an asshole but i’m also a very kind-hearted person who likes making ppl happy and if i love u i will love u with all my heart and all my soul but then i’m also such an asshole